…to wake up to this.
I got an email from EXMS (no edits in grammar/spelling):
“I hope you trip is going well. Things here in [our city] have been nice, the weather has been cooling down..although today and tomorrow it is supposed to be warmer once again.
Listen. I love you and I know that you know this. I think about you all the time and you have become a special person with much meaning in my life.
After the last few weeks I got the impression that you were not ready to let me back into your life; understandably. I gave up as you pushed me away .your recent trip to New York was tough on me my imagination (unjustifiably) ran amuck
As you pushed me away and we didnt talk I confided in someone . time and the situation has brought us closer and now I have feelings for this person. I tried to fight these and put my effort into you and into us.
I kept getting from people that I talked to that it would be better if I didnt pursue you . That I should let you be and let everyone move on. Put my feelings for you to rest. It wasnt my intention to hurt you in the first place or to open old wounds.
Im sorry [G]. I know you saw this We were at the airport and I could see it in your eyes. You will always be so special to me the time that we spent together
Its out. I feel horrible but at least you know whats going on. I really didnt think that you wanted me back after this.”
And now? I’m vacillating between elated and a breakdown. But it is finally, FINALLY closure. I have his complete permission (?) to move on. Does that make sense?
Here I go…
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