Remember all the foreshadowing?
Remember that your relationship was volatile from the very, very beginning? Remember throwing yourself on the floor?
Remember how quickly he got to you? Remember how easy you made it for him?
Remember his faraway look like he wasnt really present all of the time?
Remember him wanting you to change?
Remember his half-hearted proposal?
Remember how many times you left to go sit by yourself and drink for a while (on the roof, outside the building, even away from home), not because you wanted to, but you didnt know what else to do?
Remember his perfectionism when it came to the kids? The inflexibility and the reluctance to let you get involved in any decision-making?
Remember his perfectionism when it came to everything else, too? Your eating habits? Your exercise? Your hair? Your clothes? Your job? Your friends? Your actions?
Remember him telling you that he loved you enough to let you go? Many times?
Remember the stupid arguments remember how you were left wondering how those arguments even started?
Remember how he left you at the nightclub that night? He thought you were flirting with someone, so he ran off and took a taxi home without telling you and you searched for him for about an hour until he finally returned your phone call and told you he was home?
Remember how he left you at your best friends party driving four hours home without you?
Remember his anger? Yes, he was angry even violent.
Remember how you never wrote about that?
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