Nov. 3: Quick, Before I Go in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)

  • Nov. 3, 2008, midnight
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On my way back to NYC this morning. Another quickie trip, but it still disrupts things a bit and I’m going to have to scramble when I get back. I’m tired of travel (and to think, got the BIG Costa Rica trip coming up in a couple weeks…but that’s different–it’s for fun!).

Not even done packing yet, but wanted to squeeze this in.

You know what I just thought of? Am I going to be able to make entries from Costa Rica? Hmmmm…how will I find out? Guess I’ll know when I get there. [CN], do you know? Anybody else? I know [AM] is going this month too..

I should worry more about packing for THIS trip at the moment.

I avoided TMG a lot this weekend. I don’t know what I’m doing. I miss Anthony’s company, and then there’s still EXMS knocking at my door. I wish there was some way to wipe the slate clean and just have an instant do-over. I suppose the easiest, cleanest way would be to avoid the subject all together, but dammit, I don’t want to!

It’s been four months since I’ve had sex. I’m not desperate, but I’m not happy about it either. I am worried about the use-it-or-lose-it theory.

Don’t laugh at me, but I went to see a special speaker at church yesterday. It just so happened to be a “singles event”. People, it was ALLLLLL women and like three guys–ICK! I was invited to join the 30-something group by this overzealous chick, and I said thanks, but I’m not a 30-something.

The speaker was fantastic though, and I’m glad I went to see him. Just a simple message we’ve all heard before about being grateful and being in the moment. Seriously, I can’t get enough reinforcement.

OK. Time to finish packing and then off to the airport.

At least I can check Day 3 off my list.


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