I checked out of OD for a while, and it shows. Just like it shows when I havent worked out and let myself physically go a bit. UGH! Its frustrating. But I know what to do and I know how to get myself back on track, and Im ready to come back again. I love knowing that I can always come back again.
I have last-minute shopping to do. Im leaving for my parents tomorrow morning. Im looking forward to spending Christmas with them. It will be the first Christmas weve spent together in three years. Last year I was in Germany with the EXMS and his ex family, and the year before we went on an amazing Caribbean cruise. It would be really nice to be crusing right now. Alas, this is what I get to deal with as I make my way out to shop:
Thats the view from one of my windows. Youd never know there is an amazing cityscape hidden in those clouds, would you? This is kind of how I feel right now. Cloudy and bluh.
Theres been a lot going on. Stuff I havent really wanted to write about. Work has been getting me down for a long while; EXMS has been on my tail; TMGs been giving me grief calling me rude because I was avoiding him (which added to the avoidancedont need that shit!); guilt from not writing, not exercising, not calling friends, not checking in with anyone really.
I guess the main thing is not really checking in with myself. Im all off-kilter.
OH. I have a blind date for New Years Eve. Hows that for inspiration to get back on track?
Lots more, but SO much do get done first! Off to shop in the shitty weather!
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