Staring at my computer screen when I should be doing a million other things, so I think I’ll start here and write an entry and then see where that leads me.
I am working on a freelance project with my floral studio friend. She has gigs lined up with what she considers a very lucrative clientele base this fall, so I’m looking forward to working with her. Just need to get this presentation together. We will hopefully be working on some ideas tonight and I can show her the format that I’ve put together.
I can’t believe Fall is already here! The air is getting cooler and the seasons are definitely changing…I can’t wait to break out the boots, but that just means my summer of FUN should be coming to a close. I need to stop thinking and start DOING.
Speaking of DOING, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about K., and I think a lot of noters have valid points. The options to consider are as follows:
1. Get rid of him.
2. Keep doing what you’re doing…what’s wrong with having a little sexy time every now and then?
3. BE CAREFUL! You have a tendency to get your emotions all in a wad.
4. Will you be available IF someone better-suited/ready for a relationship comes along? Truly available?
All valid and excellent points to consider. Still working through it. Hmmmmm.
We spent Friday night together. It was a good time and I enjoyed myself for the most part, but in the back of my mind I had all these thoughts rolling around…
And I didn’t see him the rest of the weekend, but we talked on the phone quite a bit, and that was confusing because each time we did, we shared a LOT of information about ourselves. It was like they were meaningful conversations, and he was referring to “us” a lot (couple-speak), and I’m getting the feeling that he might actually like me…
Now what do I do??!!
Ugh. Thank goodness I’m going out of town mid-week. I want to get away from here for a few days and see how this all shakes out.
And while I’m away on my girls’ trip, he’ll be having a guys’ weekend (all of his college buddies are coming to town to do some gay fantasy football weekend).
In the meantime, I’ve been talking on the phone with someone interesting. Unfortunately, he lives in a city that’s a 4-hour drive away. He’s coming to visit the weekend after next, and I’m looking forward to that. Still, I hate that there’s so much distance because this one sounds promising. Don’t want to write too much because of the jinx factor, but let’s just say that I can’t WAIT to do the RAD on this one!
In other news, had a really fun girls’ nite on Saturday. Anna flew in that day and some of the girls who aren’t able to make the New Orleans trip wanted to go out. Somehow wound up at a nightclub (I so rarely go anymore) with table service and all-night dancing! Well, I danced until almost 3 and then was invited to “go back to the hotel room” by some girl (not part of our group) who’d been with us at the table. I actually thought about it for a second, but finally got my wits about me and declined. I mean, come on…what the hell would I be doing going back to a hotel room?
There was a really tall, handsome drink of water at our table too. I did a little asking around about him. Apparently, he’s a finalist on the next season of Bachelorette or somesuch. VERY handsome. It was comical to watch the club girls fall allllllll over this guy. He was with a posse of tall, delicious-looking young men who kept coming over to our section. I wasn’t hating THAT at all.
I just had so much fun dancing! It was like a really good workout, and I was dripping sweat by the time I left. It’s felt like a lifetime since I’ve done that.
I was really happy to go home, though.
Okay. Enough reliving the weekend. It’s Monday and I’m wasting time. Gotta go get some things accomplished!!
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