I’m not sure what’s happening.
Today was the first day in my unemployment when I started freaking out about what the future holds. My stress level is through the roof right now.
Tomorrow is the first day of Fall, and I think that has something to do with it.
Or possibly the fact that EXMS contacted me for the first time in 4 months and we had a flurry of emails back and forth and I ended up having lunch with him.
Now what the HELL am I doing?
I guess the possible good news is, EXMS doesn’t appear to want to pursue anything with me…it was simply lunch. I didn’t see anything in his eyes.
But the bad news is, the fact that he had nothing in his eyes also threw me over the edge.
So. In summary: I had to deal with the two most devastating things that have ever happened in my life (so far) all in one day.
Fall is my favorite season. I want to make it a success. This is NO time to LITERALLY FALL!!!!!
fuck.
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