It’s October! And while I think it’s the best month of the year, I’m really hopeful about THIS particular October. I must make some things happen (emphasis on the “must”).
I do find that the more I do the more that comes back to me, so I’m going to try to live by that theory and make it law.
Good gawd, I could stay online forever. I have spent the past few days formatting my business blog and figuring out what kind of content to put on there. I know, I’m kinda slow to get in on this blogging thing, and it takes a lot of time at first, but at least I have a few entries up there and can now use it as a tool to help get some WORK around here. I know in time it will get easier and faster to create entries. I always think I’m so freaking slow, but thanks to some feedback from others, I feel a little bit better about the time I take to do this.
Now I just need to figure out how to use it in a business sense. There are sooooo many fashion blogs out there that I need to figure out a niche and create uniqueness. I’m thinking about that for my business as well. While what I do is important to big companies, it is a service that most smaller companies can’t afford or don’t think they need.
I got a lot of information and some advice from the woman I met with yesterday, but again, I’m not sure how that can help me make a LIVING. I mean, I need to drum up a LOT of business if I’m going to come even remotely close to what I was making working for [Ugly Giant Corporation].
*sigh*
In the meantime, I need some loving.
I haven’t been paying attention to the online thing like I should. I’m feeling a little let down by the lack of interest in the people I’ve been meeting. Mr. 4-Hours-Away told me that he’d call me on Sunday and I haven’t heard a peep from him. Perhaps he could feel the non-connection from me? Or perhaps he didn’t feel anything either?
I also never heard back from CEO guy (Poolside Jim). He seemed sooooo hot and heavy for me until he had to leave on his “emergency trip” to DC. Not sure I believe his story anymore (obviously).
Never heard back from Reserved Ron either.
And I accidentally blew off someone I was very interested in. He called me twice. I returned one of his calls, but never returned the other. He’s obviously not in pursuit mode, but I’d really like to meet him. I don’t know what to do about that because I’d apologized in a note before for not being available to speak with him and he tried one more time and I never returned his call. Is there a statute of limitations on this?
So frustrating.
I confess that I was feeling the need for a little sumpn’-sumpn’the other night, and K. was calling, so I had a night of pleasure on Tues/Wed, but yeah…not getting anywhere with that one and I don’t even want to, really.
But I did have a talk with him about the alcohol issues and that I have a problem with his actions and wouldn’t stand for shitty treatment going forward (yessss, even though it appears that I have accepted it in the past–no more!). In a way I was proud of myself for sitting him down and having that conversation. I’m not so great with confronting people and I was nervous about having to have that talk. He seemed to appreciate it (sort of) and we talked through it a bit. At the very least he acknowledged my feelings. I know he’s not going to change his drinking habits for me, but I wanted to let him know that it’s a problem for me, as it should be for him considering the DUIs.
Regardless, we went to dinner and then went back to his place.
Had insanely delicious sex for most of the night and again after my alarm went off at 6am. It really hit the spot (yes, that spot!), and I left happy, that’s for sure.
But again. I have to take that for what it is. Screw the social/charity functions with him. I’m starting to make inroads through other avenues, and I’ll be attending certain events for and with others soon.
Well, I need to get going. I need to go make some things happen!! Plus, I have NO food in this house and I’m getting hungry!
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