I finally broke down yesterday evening and called Statute of Limitations guy (see previous entry). He didn’t answer, so I left a geeky and nervous voice mail stating that I’d heard that there is no statute of limitations on returning phone calls.
Then I hung up and thought about how stupid that must’ve sounded. He hasn’t returned my call. Oh well. Perhaps he’ll wait several weeks like I just did.
Nothing new to report. Still working on the blog and getting stuff figured out. Who knew you had to do things such as cname modifications and such? I’m still figuring out how to get my email from my domain host. Sheesh. The more I work through each glitch, the more glitches I find, so it’s a bit frustrating.
[I have to give a special shout out to people who’ve passed along help in the form of suggestions, etc. Thank you!]
I do need to focus on getting more content on there rather than worrying about the other stuff right now, because I’ve added my website to my resume and will be handing off about 100 or so resumes at the career fair I’m attending in New York next week.
Looking forward to that. Being in NYC again, rubbing elbows with my fellow job hunters, hanging with friends, and just being away from here for a couple of days will do me good. I feel like I’ve been cooped up for too long at this point and I’m feeling frustrated.
Had a bout with the blues yesterday and today. Makes me feel very manic/depressive. I get really high and excited about things and then I feel like I turn around and in a moment’s notice I’m weepy. My emotions are all over the place, and in a way it’s really scary, but in another way it just feels like life.
I just wish I didn’t feel so, so lonely sometimes. Came very close to calling EXMS today to see if he’d go to lunch with me, but I stopped myself. I reminded myself how badly I felt the last time we spoke. And even though he sent an apology via email (that I never answered), I had to remember my resolve from a few entries back.
I forced myself to go out with girlfriends on Thursday and last night. I almost didn’t go, but I did that self-talk. You know, when you tell yourself that you never know what might happen! You could make an amazing connection, etc…
Yeah, not so these last couple of nights, but at least it made me feel the tiniest bit better getting out and about.
I wish I had exciting news to report. I can’t WAIT to have exciting news to report. Seriously, these gloomy, bluesy days where nothing is going on seem to be happening too much lately.
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