I think I need to clarify a bit.
I’m not out to try and SAVE K. No. I’m not even sure how much a support I want to be (as I don’t have much faith in him). I just want to be an ear and a sounding board if he needs it. I mean, sooooooo many people came forward for me when I was in crisis, and I want to give that back in a way, I guess.
Also, he knows exactly how I feel about his drinking, and I am NOT sympathetic. I refuse to massage his heart or stroke his ego. He needs a kick in the ass. I’m not going to be the one to do the kicking, either. He’s got to do that for himself.
But I can certainly remind him of that if he asks.
And let’s be really honest with ourselves here. I could certainly use a kick in the ass from time to time myself. I don’t want to be a hypocrite. Nor will I let myself be walked upon.
I found out through our talk the other night that he is indeed still in love with his ex-girlfriend. No, he didn’t actually say it, but the circumstances he described made me draw that conclusion. Yes, this is the ex who could be my (almost) twin sister. And that kind of creeps me out, too. Like, I’m sure he was thinking of her when we were *intimate*. Ew.
So. With that out of the way, I’m not exactly sure what I want to be to K. Hm.
Need more coffee.
OH! I gotta run. Someone is coming to meet me at the coffee shop so that we can talk about a logo for my business! Fantastic!
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