…write an entry!!!
I want to tell you a million and one things! OMG. SexyPants is rocking my world and I don’t think it’s gonna be the same!!
Party on Saturday was a bllllllast! Wasn’t as stressful as I thought it was gonna be, though it was still quite a time. I was nervous and I think he was too. But a little bit of booze and a whole lot of friends, and OH did I tell you (duh, NO I di’nt tell you!) that SexyPants polished my FLOORS (not a euphemism) before the party? He came over and cleaned my floors because he told me that he wanted to!
I should explain. I live in a loft, right? Concrete floors. SexyPants owned two companies that had to do with concrete and chemicals related to concrete and he’s alllll about concrete and the stuff that goes on/in/around concrete. SO. That said, I told him I was going to polish my floors and he’s all, “let me do that!”
So I was all, OK!!!
And then the friends came over. Not too many. Not too little. Had fun, fun, fun!! Probably drank a little too much, but eh, whatevah!! Ended around 1am and don’t even remember too much about going to bed.
When I woke, SexyPants had his back to me which made me think that I’d done/said something stupid. See, with EXMS, if I did something the night before that he thought was out of line, he’d pout and put his back to me. So I had that same sinking feeling when I woke to his back.
But it was worry for nothing, because he woke as sweet and happy as can be. And we lounged in bed for a while laughing about the night before.
Yeah, we have our issues (just a few…some of them have to do with his fears, some of them mine), but MAN, this is a completely different experience than the one I had with EXMS. He is soooooooo sweet to me. So very sweet and gentle and loving. So much so that it scares me sometimes.
And then, get this, he met my PARENTS on Sunday! See, my birthday was on Tuesday and my mom’s birthday was the week before. We always have our little birthday get-together in between. So we’d decided on Sunday, and since SexyPants and I were already planning on being together on Sunday anyway, I simply invited him (after checking with my parents, of course), and he was such a sport and agreed.
THAT was an experience!! Let’s just say that I’m happy for bottomless mimosas! Not that it was painful, but I was NERVOUS!! And I think he was a little bit too! We went to brunch at a place I knew we’d all like, and my sweet Daddy-O just talked and talked and talked (which I love, but I wasn’t sure if SexyPants would…you know?), and…UGH! I’m just glad we got that out of the way.
Now. Cut to last night. SexyPants is in Seattle on a biz trip. He’s on the West Coast every week. We’re talking on the phone, and he gets a little nervous twinge to his voice (which I find SO endearing because he’s such a buisinessman, you know?) and finally comes out and invites me to go to his family’s place for Thanksgiving.
WOW. I mean. WOW. I am excited and thrilled and scared all at once. This thing is really moving.
But I think I’m gonna go!! I think I’m gonna meet the whole family (including his son!!). I think this is crazy and whirlwindy, but not really…it doesn’t feel like a runaway train like it did with EXMS.
It feels good and exciting and a tad bit scary because it’s a risk I’m taking. But it doesn’t feel intense and shaky. Or nauseating. Ha!
Ok. Gotta get ready for work. I want to sit here all morning and tap this out, but there’s work to be done!!
See you soon and LOVE YOU like caramel apples!!
(with nuts)
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