7/21/2011 in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)

  • July 21, 2011, midnight
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Another iPhone entry. Please bear with me.

Now, I’m just plain exhausted from work. I’m annoyed. I don’t want to come here and complain, but this is getting insane, and I see myself busting ass with late nights until September when I leave for Asia again (which is also exhausting, but maybe I can go on my diet and lose 5lbs again!).

SexyPants comes home today with The Sitch. I’m not going to apologize for the name. He truly IS a situation. He’s a special needs child, and in every sense of the word, he is a situation. Its not inhumane. We like each other and share a special bond. We have funny secrets and inside jokes amd he hugs me and tells me he misses me. Every time I talk to SexyPants on the phone and he’s around, we talk on the phone.

But he has a side…he can be scary and has a history of violence AND crimes such as credit card theft. I’d say living with that is certainly a “situation”, wouldn’t you?

I want so desperately for that kid to get better so that he can lead a normal life. NOT so he will be out of my hair, but so that we can live a life of normalcy together. SexyPants drops everything to take care of that kid’s every need. He is on thousands upon thousands of dollars with of therapy and drugs a month.


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