Wanted to come back and write some more because I had such a nice evening with SexyPants last night, even if we were in bed and I was snoring (albeit quietly) 9 by 9 or 9:15-something.
He is so very good to me. When he is in town and I come home from work, dinner is made. It is healthy and good and so…wonderful. We talk and talk.
We crack each other up and we laugh and laugh until both of our bellies ache.
I do love him so dearly.
And yet, I do know little misunderstandings are normal. And no, I do not think that he wants me to be perfect.
But I also have figured out that he needs tons and tons of adoration and attention. Wowweee, yes he does! I’m happy to give it to him, but I have noticed a couple of instances where he needed and almost demanded my attention. See, the thing is, he gives me lots and lots of attention. He dotes on me and spoils me and I absolutely drink the stuff in. He also expects the same, and I don’t blame him. I just have to be very careful if/when I’m not 100% in the mood for alllll of that attention, affection, etc. I just have to make sure that he’s aware and that there’s no confusion.
I love him so crazy. I realize and KNOW that communication is of utmost importance with this relationship. We are both sooooo careful of each other!! It’s kind of wild.
I know we will relax, eventually. Sort of. I mean, I don’t want to completely relax…I do want to keep this love alive and exciting. I just, it’s just that we both want to make sure that we are with the right person and doing the right things. Neither one of us wants to screw anything up!
We spent all of the holidays together, and it was grand. I loved almost every second of it.
SP had some minor surgery that kept him a bit off his toes, both physically and mentally as he was on hydrocodone for pain duyring about 3/4ths of the holiday time.
During that time, we spent Christmas at my mom and dad’s. Was fun! My brother was there too. He’s prepping to make a move to China, and he’s nervous and excited. You know SP used to live in China, right? And I’ve spent a good amount of time there, too. So it was fun to give him advice and talk about what’s going on over there.
My parents are just thrilled with SexyPants, and that is awesome.
And even though he probably shouldn’t have, he helped me tremendously with my move. I didn’t let him carry the heavy stuff (I hired movers), but he helped me in so many millions of ways–mostly being the support that I needed when the reality sank in that I was permanently MOVING IN with my fiance!! Wheeeeee!!
OK. Need to get out of here. I’m trying to prep for a trip to Paris/London/New York and there’s so much to do to prep. I hope to find a lot more time to write (yeah, sure) very, very soon!!!
Love,
GS
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