I Love Yous. in Open Diary 2001-2018 (Pre-Prosebox)

  • Aug. 16, 2012, midnight
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I love all of you, so thank you. I agree with what you say about OD in all of your public and private notes. This is OUR space and it is personal and it IS quaint and I love it here.

And thank YOU for the gift. I was blown away. Truly, so, so nice and VERY much appreciated.

For those reasons alone, I know I need to keep writing here for as long as this place shall live.

I gotta get myself in check. I think I figured out why I’m eating so much lately. I have anxiety about some things. So I eat like I’m starving all the time. Hold on, need to get some coffee… (and try not to grab a snack while I’m at it).

Did it. Damn. Wasn’t easy either.

Want to know just how bad it is? So I went to the dentist yesterday, right? And I was so starving after the procedures that I HAD to throw something in my cake hole. So with mouth still numb, I got one of those yummy salad wraps with a side of pita chips and proceeded to pretty much bite and chew off my own lips. And now, it looks like someone has busted my chops repeatedly–they are swollen and blood red and ow.

I’ve been trying to get back in shape, but this eating business keeps getting in the way. Sure, I get up on the weekends and I walk 9 miles on Saturday and then run 9 more on Sunday. I sometimes work out in the AM (however, I haven’t been regular about this), but I think it’s time to kickstart some newness in my routine.

Really, a shake up should do the trick. It always has before. But consider that I’m approaching 45, and I know it will be harder. I do this to myself every g.d. time. But come hell or high water I will get myself back in fighting shape. There I said it. I wrote it. It MUST be true! It will be done.

What else is going on?

My job has left me traveling less and that is something of a relief, but I find myself missing those sometimes dreaded trips. This is one of the reasons I need to get myself into a new space, be it here or somewhere else. I need out of here from time to time and work travel is perfect because it gets me out of here and I still get paid.

I’m not going to Asia in September as I normally do. Instead I’m taking two trips to Vegas and probably a fun long weekend in Napa.

SP and I have canceled our Argentina honeymoon becuse we are not going to go on a honeymoon until there’s a wedding. I was considering going by myself, but since I’m not traveling as much for business this year, I’m also not racking up the airline points, so I’m going to need them. So, points have gone right back into my account. I’m glad I didn’t lose them. But again, the ants!

Also, I tried to swing a need at work to go to Europe for a week or so, but no can do. They’ve slashed our travel budget so there goes my plan.

What to do, what to do?

See? Need a change of pace.

My office is a shambles and packed full of work samples. So much so that people can’t come in. Hm….connection much?

Well, on that note I need to clean up a bit and get outta here. It’s quittin’ time!

Love you sooooooo much!


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