I am so unbelievably tired today. Everyone is sick at the office and ALL of my meetings have been cancelled! Strange. Today would be a GREAT day to have more interviews, but my brain is so tired from thinking about all of this shiz.
I guess it really has been more stressful than I realized. It is my livelihood, after all. And truth be told, I was kind of hurt that I went from “dazzling rockstar” to “eh” at the prospective company. I am sitting here trying to figure out what I could have and should have done better. Good news is, I get another chance! Bad news is….just UHhhh! And I wonder if I’ll always be going “uhhhh” if it all goes down, you know?
So. Let’s move on to more fun things, shall we?
Last night was a blast! I went to a couple of different functions with my friend Susan, and even though I was feeling a little deflated, I’m so pleased with myself and happy that she invited me and that I went!
First stop was a loft party. It was a benefit for a company that empowers women, somehow. I didn’t really get the whole thing, but apparently 100% of the profits this company makes from sales of skin care products and cosmetics helps women all over the world.
Anyway, interesting people (Susan knew everyone), bought some mineral cosmetics (needed!), drank a glass of wine and we were out of there. On to next place!
Second event was some new social events kind of thing in a STUNNING venue. We valet parked and walked the blue carpet (!) into this gorgeous event hall. Had a few cocktails, did some kiss face with the crowd, couple of appetizers, some laughs, another drink and we were done.
Noting crazy on a Thursday night, and I’m taking it easy anyway because of the yucky infection and all of that, but it was a fun evening, drama free and kind of glitzy!
I can’t wait until I fit back into my slinky, sparkly clothes! There’s hope.
This weekend SexyPants is taking his son, SOS to visit the grandparents and to attend a college football game. I was invited but opted out. I’m not feeling well enough for (a) 14 hours of driving in a car with (b) unstable, big child-person who scares me.
So I will enjoy my weekend solo. I’m thinking about the following:
OK. Back to the grind.
XXOO!
GS
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