So! I almost forgot to write an entry today.
Let’s see. SP is out of town this weekend visiting his family and it’s been nice, but yes I do miss him. I think his family thinks I’m dissing them, but this was a last-minute trip that he devised out of guilt because he is not going to be there for Thanksgiving.
Frankly, I don’t care if they think I’m skipping out. I gotta be honest, it weirds me out a little bit to see his family after all of the…stuff. And yes, I’ve been to his hometown with him since then, but it’s still uncomfortable. Not terrible or anything, but I guess what I’m saying is that I’m not going to make myself feel obligated to drive all the way out there simply to help SP ease his own guilt. His guilt is NOT my weight to carry.
However, I AM looking forward to him coming back tomorrow night and I will be there to snuggle up with him in the evening.
Today was a fun solo day! I completely enjoyed myself and it was a wonderful treat.
Took myself to breakfast, then for the long 9-miler. Did fast-walk for 2:20 hours, all the way around the lake. It’s always such a good, satisfying feeling to get all the way around, and no matter if I walk or run I know that it’s a great workout.
Then I went to Home Depot to get spray paint for my side table project. I’m paining my two side tables fuchsia! I just want an awesome pop of color in the bedroom! I dint get the painting done, however. Because there’s no place here (I live in a private part of a government building and there are no real good places for a paint project). So I’m going to take my cans and my tables to SP’s place and paint them there tomorrow.
THEN I went to the market and bought TONS of fruit for the turbocharged diet. I’m frustrated because I don’t think I’ve made much progress since this week’s infection and antibiotic medication. I don’t know if that’s keeping me from losing anything or if it’s other factors, but I’m not giving up this time! Also got some chicken breasts and I should be good for another couple of days.
Then home and short nap.
Then shower, dinner and out to the lighting of the Christmas tree downtown.
I asked Cindy if she’d go with me, but she had a date so I was still solo tonight. It was fine, as I had such a great time just walking around and soaking in the lights. Did some shopping, people watching, and even found a bunch of new places I’d like to go back and visit…all within like 10 blocks of my place.
Anyway, and now I’m back. Safe and sound (and tired!) and squeaking an entry in.
I can’t believe next week is Thanksgiving. What an INSANE year it’s been. I wish I could say that it’s been insanely good, but it’s just been…yeah, full of insanity.
Speaking of, SOS is scheduled to be released at Christmastime. This should bring things to a bit of a head for SP and me.
So. I hope you stay tuned!!
LOVE!!
GS
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