Do you want to know what I’ve just been doing? Re-reading old entries in this diary. Going right back to the begining when I went by the name Sebrof and was in first year at Uni. I knew what tone my diary would take when I started with the following sentance:
“OK so last week I had my jacket stolen.” The quote was added later.
But it’s been interesting. Have any of you actually tried this? It’s amazing how things change over time. Regular readers, moods, feelings, information offered. Names. I cannot even remember how this diary looked when I started it. My original colour scheme, etc. To prove this point, I am going to put a survey I put in as my second ever entry in this entry. Compare it with the survey I put in my last entry. Look at how much more open I am. This is something I am going to do over time. I am going to just look back once every so often. I don’t know if it will make me a better person or anything like that. And I know that you are not supposed to dwell on the past. But I think that it could be good. It may even be cathartic. It’s reasured me that the way I’m feeling right now is not new. I have felt like this before.
Here’s the survey:
NAME: Will
NICKNAME: too many to note
BIRTHDAY: 19/01/78
ZODIAC: capricorn
GRADE: 1st year at Uni
HEIGHT: 5’10’
SHOE SIZE: 7
HAIR COLOR: dark
EYE COLOR: greeny-blue with a hint of brown
SIBLINGS: 1 brother, 1 sister
LAST CD YOU BOUGHT: NIN The Fragile, I got Supernatural by Santana free
LAST MOVIE U SAW IN THE THEATER: Bringing out the Dead
LAST MOVIE YOU RENTED: Unsure
FAV. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: Can’t remember
LEAST FAV. SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: Maths
DO U ACTUALLY LIKE MATH: See above
WHO ARE UR BEST GIRLFRIENDS: Lindzer, Julie
WHO ARE UR BEST GUY FRIENDS: Lewis, Marek
DO U HAVE A CRUSH: Yes
FAV. ACTRESS: Allyson Hannigan
FAV. ACTORS: Nic Cage, Jonny Depp
FAV. MOVIE: Can’t decide
FAV. TV SHOW: Buffy, Robot Wars, Trigger Happy TV
FAV.THINGS TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Relax
FAV. COLOR: Red
FAV. STORE: Retro Rebels
DO U DO ANY DRUGS: Nicotene, caffene, alcohol
HOW MAY PPL ARE ON UR BUDDY LIST: None
WHATS UR FAVORITE SPORT: football(soccer), ice hocky
ARE U ON ANY SPORTS TEAMS: No
HOW LONG ARE U IN THE SHOWER: about 15 minutes
WHATS UR FAV. PLACE TO GO ON VACATION: Thailand, 2 months, backpacking
DO U HAVE ANY PETS: 2 dogs and some fish
GUYS WITH OR WITHOUT HATS: no opinion
BEST # EVER: 13
FAV. DAY: Thursday
BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD: requited love
WORST FEELING EVER: heartache
LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: Yup
ABORTION: right to choose
TEENAGE SMOKING: Cannot comment
EATING DISORDER: No
STALKERS: Scary
ATHLETES: Unsure
GUY BANDS: Must DIE!!!!
DEATH: Fact of life. Face it
SCHOOL: so long ago
TITANIC: Celine Dion must DIE!!!
SUICIDE: Wimping out
SCHOOL VIOLENCE: Worse when kids on kids
SOUTH PARK: Kicks ass!
CHEATING: For if you at first you don’t succeed
PRE MARTIAL SEX: Yes please!
DO U HAVE A JOB: Unfortunatly, no
WHERE WILL U LIVE: whereever the work is
ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK: No
ARE U ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING: pollen
DO U BELIEVE IN HEAVEN & HELL: possibly
DO U BELIEVE IN ANGELS: possibly
DO U BELIEVE IN ALIENS: Yes
DO U WANT TO GET MARRIED: Dunno
ARE U MAD AT ANY OF UR FRIENDS: yes
DO U HAVE ANY STUFFED AMINALS: No
DO U HAVE ANY BAD HABITS: Smoking, refusal to do research
WHATS UR FAV. RESTRAUNT: Mickey D’s
Will

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