I feel bad. in OD

  • Nov. 30, 2002, midnight
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Yesterday, I got a letter from Karen.

In it she reminded me that we promised to keep in touch after I got to Middlesbrough. And I have not really done that. So she thought I was letting her down gently.

Then she got a letter I sent her and a text message I sent and she realised that I was not trying to let her down gently. That I did still want to be with her.

This has left her feeling guilty and stupid for misjudging me. And left me feeling like the worst boyfriend in the world.

I have not had much money since getting back to Uni because the Student Loans Company have fucked up my loan cheque.

But I still should have made more of an effort to keep in touch with her. That is no excuse.

And now I find out that I let my girlfriend think I was dumping her then left her feeling guilty and stupid.

Tell me, am I the worst boyfriend in the world? Or is that just how I feel?

Will


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