It's coming up on being at this house for a year now....I just can't believe it that a year has gone by so fast...amazing everytime something major happens in my life I wonder where will I be in a year??What will I be doing...last year at this time I was graduating,getting ready to go on vacation and move all in the same month it was a lot to take.There was a lot of good things it was all change that had to happen..now my Dad moved into that old house and I didn't mind leaving it b/c I knew I would be able to go back and still see my old room and everything now he's going to sell it and I think a piece of me is going to go with that house...I'm attached to material things just for the fact of all the memories that I had with them.Such is the same as my car it's going to be sold and that was the first car I drove in by myself and took my test in and so on but I got another car and can always make memories with that car ...I can't help it I'm a sucker for being sappy...but last year at this time I was on a cruise ship in the middle of the vast ocean and wondered what I would be doing this time next year and to tell you I haven't really accompolished anything...I think it's been a year of trying to get myself back in order..it seems like everyone's being doing great stuff...maybe I'm just lazy or maybe this is how my life was meant to be and it just seems like nothing has happened...I just would like to begin a life with Kris and that just seems out of the question...I don't know if he's unsure about me or our future together which sort of scares me but I guess everyone needs their own time I don't want to bully him into something he's not ready to do I want him to be sure he's ready before he makes decisions....but hey maybe I'll remember in a year to respond to this question one more time "I wonder what I will be doing this time next year?" I hope it's something great I'm going to work from this moment on till then to discover the greatness that is "Kate".Later........
"Close my eyes Let the whole thing pass me by There is no time To waste asking why"-Trapt Echo
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