I was on Opendiary, so was my husband, the Bat. That’s how we met.
I was a different person back then, All my entries were poems; My own writings about my painful past. Only, my poems were a story about LoneWolf11..She was completely alone in the universe…there was no one for her, no one to love her. But she also didn’t want to be loved, she was afraid to even write the word because of all the pain, anger, hate and jealousy that came with it, so she wrote ‘l*ve’ instead whenever she had to use it. She was a very lonely creature who sought refuge in the snow covered, frozen Forest in her mind. Always too afraid to leave and reach out. LoneWolf died when Bat came into my life and he dubbed me Wolfy.
I didn’t even want him at the beginning. Simply because he’s a guy. You see, I’m a lesbian and I’ve turned down a lot of guys just cause I’m not attracted to them. I’m attracted to women. I’ve never enjoyed anything with guys except friendship. I like guys, they’re simple, fun, there’s a lack of drama in the that is ingrained in women. Fuck, me and the guys have even gone girl watching many, many times. But that’s as far as I go. I love the body of a woman but the way they live, the drama and bullshit. Look I have to deal with my own PMS and mood swings. I’ve got a fucking uterus. And I fucking hate it. Not to mention the cramps. At least the guys I hung out with weren’t assholes and they understood. They knew how I busted my ass at my job, they know I’m not someone to fuck with. They were good guys. Good friends.
I could never live with a woman. But when Bat and I go out at some point and manage to take a girl home, we could have some fun :) Also, considering I took his virginity and I’m the only bitch he’s been inside, as long as he doesn’t cum inside her, I’m fine. At least not till she’s in a relationship with us, but we’ll see. Bat likes both guys and girls, and chicks with dicks in one major fantasy for him..For me too honestly, I wouldn’t mind playing with her tits as he sucks her off (I won’t get into more details than that) It would be fun, I think. But I really would love to be able to play with a girls pretty little body with him there..Either that or me being torn apart by Bat and a nasty butch.. Ahh fantasies are fun.
Wow..I got off track..
Me, Bat and this other girl, Tiger, tried but she left us cause she hates my guts. I could have loved her easily. I still find her writings to be beautiful and a small fraction of myself hopes that she will return but she really hurt us. With Bat, it came down to me and her, the two girls he loved. But She made him choose and he chose me. And though I still can’t quite understand why he threw the Tiger in the waters and decided to lift me up to the top of the towers. He saved me while the Tiger drowned. I didn’t understand it then and I still don’t. Well, maybe I can kind of..I’ll never leave him and he knows that. It doesn’t matter how angry he gets and how much he pushes me away. I’m right here for him. I had feelings for this guy, I couldn’t get him out of my head. I didn’t even want to see his body, but fuck..his mind was so vast and dark and beautiful. I didn’t care that he was over 2000 miles away, I needed him. And he chose me (though I did not know of this decision at the time) and I’m never letting him go.
I’ll welcome another woman into our lives but if she becomes a threat, if she tries any funny business by trying to take him from me. I’ll slit her pretty little throat with a smile on my face. I don’t care who you are, I’ll burn your castle to the fucking ground.
(Tigers are welcome but if they try anything, I’ll blow their brains out :) )
Ok that’s enough,
Later all,
-Wolfy
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