really don't know why I get so Jealous about where Kris goes and what he does or who he's talking to...I feel bad for being sooo obsessive about it but I can't help it.I was reading a fellow diary writers entry and she said the same exact thing.I can't believe that he could be out having fun and I'm here waiting to hear from him.And I do know that he works hard and deserves to have fun and relax sometimes...but I still freak out when I hear he hasn't been at home all nite by himself but out with his friends.I don't know how to fix this feeling b/c now he knows I get mad about such stupid stuff that he doesn't tell me anything anymore b/c he thinks that I'm going to get mad at him, and I don't want him feeling that way like he can't tell me where he's been.I mean I get pissed when he's talked to girls on the phone too and I shouldn't b/c I know if I wanted to talk to a friend that was a guy I don't want him getting mad,but one of the girls he talks to is one that he went out with to play pool together when we were on a break,so I still get a little pissed off about that one when he talks to her....GGGRrrrr I just can't help it.I must just be a jealous person which sucks b/c I don't want to be,I know I am and there's nothing I can do that makes it better.Cuz I just got off the phone with Kris and he had tomorrow off of work and he's going to spend it with his other friend ....and he tells me that he has to have "Guys Nite out " every week and I feel like he's going to want to do this after we get married and it sorta worries me I mean you can have friends but I just don't want him taking time out from us to spend with friends.O well I guess I'm going to go wait to hear from Kris which I always do ttyl
Kate*
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