I’m on what feels like day 100 of this cold but probably day 3ish.. I had symptoms that came and went two to three days before but it’s been two solid days of feeling bad.
Started with the kid and then moved onto me and then I commented how my husband never gets sick anymore and he was feeling fine this morning then by 11 said he felt terrible.
He went off to the bedroom closed the door around 1 and has been in there for 2 hours maybe sleeping. I don’t know.
It’s kinda hard for me to not be judgy about it and also want to point out that part of the reason he might not be able to sleep at night anymore is because he sleeps 2-4 hours in the middle of the day. But either he needs to realize that and make changes or he won’t.
It’s frustrating, I know our kid isn’t a baby or toddler anymore so it’s not like things can wait for another moment but I feel like all the “other things” fall on me. I’m exhausted along with dealing with a cold I could possibly be dealing with PCOS or fibroid issues. Also they told me my Pap came back with the HPV marker in it. The cells looked fine and normal so procedure for this is to test again in a year.
I haven’t even begun the rigorous tasks of trying to get my health in order but I’m already tired of being poked and prodded. I wish to win the lottery so that I could have my own personal doctor on call. I haven’t walked in weeks and the thought of trying to get up and do anything is daunting.
I managed in between feeling ok and terrible yesterday to drop off two boxes to my family one to the niece and one to my mom for their birthdays coming up in a week. I don’t know if it’ll make it there in time but they are on the way I guess.
I still have one thing I wanted to order on amazon and just have sent to my Mom’s house. I need to do that probably today.
Then it’s onto Valentine’s Day and March is another nephews birthday. April is another nephews wedding and then I should be done until Mothers day and Fathers day. Just in time to have a few months to breath and right back into the holiday madness.
That is if the country doesn’t burn down in flames by then. I miss a time before 2020. When things felt relatively calm in comparison.
Please for the love of everything let there be a midterm election.
On another note it’s snowing here again. SIGH. I’d have enjoyed this a lot more if I wasn’t sick. I haven’t read a single book of the probably 600 I own now. It’s bad. Every time I go to pick one up I just put it back down. I’ve renewed this one library book at least 3 times now and still am not past page 10. I kind of just fell out of love with it for awhile. It’s all feeling the same. The stuff that’s selling at least does. And for awhile I didn’t mind it because it was fun and not to taxing on the brain.
I hope to get back to it again soon.
Here’s to January being the longest ass month of the year. I hope it starts trending upwards soon.
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