I write a lot and then just wind up saving most stuff as private anymore. I’m not in the mood to just shove all my complaining and ranting or just general BS out to the public. So I’ll type it all out, save it as private and hope to move on with my life.
Son had today off school. Our streets here are finally getting plowed. Power and water all stayed on and it was not as bad as we were expecting. So that’s good. I think the main roads are okish.
My kid is sick anyways so he can use this time to sleep or whatever. I wish he’d clean his damn room. It was causing me anxiety yesterday. But I’ve moved onto other things today.
I was starting to feel pretty bad yesterday health wise. Was wondering if I was getting flu or not but it seems to have gone to my intestines instead now. I’ll take that over a runny nose and sore throat and raging headache any day.
I also have been dizzy and lightheaded so I went and dug around for my old PB meds that I held onto and took one this morning. After doctors visits last week and how high my numbers apparently are it’s not good. I need to find a family doctor like weeks ago. I don’t want to go back on BP meds but it is what it is until I can lose some damn weight ever again in my life.
Like usual my brain can’t stay focused on one thing it starts thinking about 350 other things I need to get done so then I don’t do anything instead.
This storm made me realize I need a few things around here to have in case of emergencies. Like a few more flashlights and I’d like to have a decent power bank handy, we also have two snow shovels but the one is terrible in my opinion and then we went to use one of our snow scrapers on the car yesterday and it broke. So I’d like to get two more one for the car and one top keep inside the garage and also one that’s longer for when we get our SUV. My issue is I don’t want to just start buying random junk again and sometimes it gets really overwhelming on amazon to the point where I just buy something to quit wasting mental energy on the task. But I’m tired of buying and rebuying and relooking around for something to replace the piece of crap thing in the first place. I hate that everything is outsourced and made of crap. I also don’t want to start buying a bunch of stuff and then have it just sitting.
I think that’s part of my issues sometimes I don’t want to be unprepared but then I buy way too many things and it never gets used and then it drives me nuts having extra crap laying around. So I need to just be patient and put a little more thought into it all.
So yea that along with my trying to type out master to do lists has been my current focus. I need to purchase one last thing for my Mom’s gift which her’s and my niece will probably wind up being late getting where they need to be with these weather. It is what it is.
Anywho.I’m starting to feel like a midafternoon nap is in my future. So I’m going to head off.
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