I have been struggling with myself and some other things. Currently, I'm listening to this book called 'Sophie's World' on Audible, as I write this. I find it difficult to sit in silence. I don't know why or how that happened.
Is it a state of unrest?
Is it a state of undiagnosed depression? I've had depressive episodes before.
Is it a state of inertia? If yes, what sort of inertia is it? Inertia of rest? Inertia of motion?
Have I lost 'the faculty of wonder' that Sophie is currently attempting to engage with?
Did I have any to begin with?
I hear a word, rapturous performance, a phrase, something about the world becoming a habit.
Maybe that's what it is.
The world is a habit.
Is it stagnation?

Loading comments...