As has been the case for much of this week, it's been cold outside. The recent rain likely has something to do with that and far be it for me to complain about the slight dip in temperatures. Earlier in the the month of December, temperatures were still floating around in the 70's and sometimes, temperatures would even be in the 80's. Even the local mountains haven't seen much snow of late. I can imagine how the ski resorts up there are doing, as far as their anticipated seasonal business, or perhaps in this case, what I believe could be a lack thereof.
I didn't do much today. I can't say that today's laziness could be attributed to the rain or even the cold. I would've poorly motivated regardless of the weather.
I went to work, which I typically do on Saturday. I did about five hours today and promptly got the hell out of the office. The office wasn't loud or congested with people, as tends to be the case during the week. I just didn't linger there any longer than I needed to and I left. I did as much as I felt like doing. Besides, I had some errands to run out there in the real world.
I finally cracked open my PS5 copy of UFC 5, thinking I'd be able to play it within a few minutes of putting the disc in the console. I installed the game, but upon trying to playing it, I learned that the entire game had not installed. The game had installed just enough to where it was playable, but not all of the game's fighters or features were available. In the end, that sort of thing is pointless and I hate when some games do that, where they'll partially install, to where only some of the game is playable. That sort of thing is very misleading. I don't want to play part of the game. I want to play the entire game. Don't tell me that the game is installed, when in all reality, only a percentage of the game is actually installed. Maybe, if I'm lucky, I'll be able to play this game in the morning. As of this writing, the game is 77% installed and we're going on maybe six hours of this nonsense (and that included the console shutting down on its own, after the console hadn't been "in use" for an hour).
I may have said this in a previous entry or two, but for the sake of being repetitive, I'll say it again.
I am an introvert.
I tend not to rely on others for anything, not for entertainment, not to keep me company, not to assure me that I'm not alone in this world. I'm fine all by myself. I learned how to self-soothe at a very young age. Becoming self-sufficient and independent would occur several years later. Mom might be gone now, but her lessons remain a part of me.
Earlier today, someone I genuinely thought was a friend had the audacity to accuse me of taking advantage of her. She never specified how exactly I had done such a thing, but that would be her mentality. I, for the life of me, could not fathom how I had managed to do such a thing, but here I am, left to ponder this whole situation by myself. I have absolutely ZERO reason to take advantage of anyone and to be accused of doing such a thing is appalling. I don't want to overthink this whole situation because I don't need the headache right now (even though I could probably sleep it off), but maybe in the time before I go to bed, I might give it some thought. How did I take advantage of her? I don't know. She's the one who said it. As for me, I have nothing. Not a fucking clue.
It's cold and rainy outside. My UFC 5 refuses to install completely. Someone thinks I've somehow taken advantage of them.
Yes, life can be frustrating at times. It doesn't help that I'll be going to bed within the next hour.
I need to de-clutter my mind.
I figure the best way to do that right now would be by doing some sudoku puzzles. Even if I don't manage to fill in a single square, just staring at boxes and numbers with the intent of solving a puzzle, at least for me, can be quite relaxing. It's not unusual for me to end my nights like that, by doing sudoku.
At least the numbers won't accuse me of taking advantage of them.
Hopefully, come morning, it'll still be cold and rainy. Maybe this UFC 5 game will have fully installed by then. Hopefully I'll have enough sense and decency not to take advantage of anyone else tomorrow.
Goals, I guess.
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