ENTJ and INFJ. We’re not the best fit but maybe it could work. I miss the warmth I’ve felt in other connections. I dunno. I also just put my health at risk and am worried. Worried :(
NTS:
The next time (if this doesn’t work out) and I have a clean bill of health in ways....Three months before anything like that. Before I let myself get attached. Before a lot. I feel like I’m repeating the past in negative ways. Maybe that’s the devil tarot card representation energy.
But we smiled a lot. It was after I screwed up royally with the chicken. He did veggies…and I failed my part of the cooking. I truly shut down and didn’t feel supported at the time, but eventually he seemed to reach me. Some things are really good and I want to be a good girl to him. But something feels like it’s missing too.
I feel tears but can’t access them fully....and won’t let myself now because of work. Maybe I’ll lay down with my crystals later and let the tears stream down my cheeks. Maybe I’m not seeing things clearly. Maybe everything will be okay. Please be okay.
love
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