Anybody else have issues with Wellbutrin? So far I have randomly thrown up multiple times and I when I passed out I got lucky because I handed my son Leo to my husband before I hit the bed. My Dr swears this helps depression but I have cried more than usual and my ADHD on this medication is the worse. Don't send me on a side quest I will run off following the butterflies. I have an appointment today with the DR to see whether another medication is better suited or not.
Leo had colic last night. I changed him gave him gas drops fed him burped him nothing I could do could console him. At one point I sat the baby on the pillow and walked in the next room to calm down I could see him at a distance so I know he is safe. He screamed till his face was purple. I knew I was getting to upset to be logical I gave him and me a break. After I felt better I laid down with him rubbing his back with calming music. His screams became less and less till he drifted to sleep. While he slept I cried from either exhaustion and joy..
I accidentally missed my psychiatrist appointment because I fell asleep around dawn. I accidentally slept through my alarms. When my husband and I woke up in the morning I called the psychiatrist office and simply rescheduled the appointment. No point of getting upset at least I got a few hours of sleep.
My husband yesterday was furious. While Talan was getting ready he looked all over the bathroom to realize he couldn't find his toothpaste. His Boka remineralizing toothpaste was missing. I remember talan telling my brother Tom take the box with him to see what it looks like go buy himself some. Tom misunderstood and took the tube of toothpaste.
Talan cussed calling my brother a thief. My brother used to be when his now deceased wife was sick. I honestly because it was a miscommunication. I asked Tom if he had the toothpaste to said he thought Talan gave it to him. After Talan finally went to work and my husband complained till I cried from irritation I took my car i went doordashing and earned the money to pay for him more toothpaste. He said he wanted to beat my brothers ass and make him give him his toothpaste back. I delivered my husband and new box told him problem of missing toothpaste is solved quit acting like a bitch.
Most of my brothers teeth need pulled. He needs his teeth pulled because dental work is often for the rich. If it's pay rent or dental care not bring homeless is way more important. Bring poor sucks. I got teeth that need pulled myself. I replaced the toothpaste for my husband told tom don't worry about it. I owe tom for installing my dishwasher. I just consider the toothpaste part of his payment.
My mom is scizoeffective once in a while she has an episode. Mom's blood pressure was high so I took her to the hospital. She was close to stroking range. They gave her blood pressure medications to lower her blood pressure. She kept screaming she was numb demanding Dr,nurses and staff to get a neurologist at 2 in the morning.
.She screamed she was numb a nurse stabbed her in the leg she screamed out and he said see you are not numb. Mom kept pinching herself screaming see she can't feel it. They told her there's nothing else they can do. She wanted to fight drs calling nursing supervisor. The supervisor told her again and again mom isn't numb and asked Mom would you like to be stabbed again to see if you can feel it? Mom decided to leave refused to fill out her paperwork. They forced her in a wheelchair and 6 people walked her to my car. She swears she wasn't escorted out the building. Sure mom security was just helping you to the car.
Mom demanded me to take her to Huntington. I was told there is no neurologist there at 2 in the morning. I told her that and she screamed I will drive her or else. I told her the fuck I am not. She threatened to take my car and drive herself. She hasn't drove herself in years for the safety of others on the road. She has a history of wrecking vehicles. I hid my car keys because she is known to be manipulative when she doesn't get her way.
Mom swore she couldn't feel. It wasn't until she thought more logically she realized all those behaviors of screaming and curses the nurses was because of neuropathy. I told her that was what it was to calm down. I have had neuropathy since my brain bleed and stroke in 2021. She swore she couldn't feel she just didn't know the correct words to say.
I was so tired after we got home. Leo kept me up all night after moms fit she threw. I fell asleep and when they opened I rescheduled his appointment with the surgeon for his hernia. I am to tired to drive. For the safety of my family and others on the road I scheduled his appointment later date to rest.
I am trying to finish this diary entry but between my son needing attention and my mom demanding bread and energy drinks multiple times I guess I won't get my break. I guess that's the life of a mom and a direct support professional to a woman with early stages of dementia. It is tiring. I haven't truly rested in months.
Mom when he bank account got low I told her quit shopping or she won't have money to make it to the end of the month. I took her card told her only choose when she needs not wants. She caught my asleep and stranded apple pay. Mom ran her account $300 into the negative she decided she needed a shopping spree from Temu. I wish she thought about the wood I needed to fix the floors in my mobile home and the wood in the project home I am remodeling. I wish she thought how nice it would have been to have rent paid before her shopping spree. At 70 years old she only thinks of herself. God help me ...
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