i am only writing this down as it sort of makes me feel a little better lol.
i just wrote in my last entry that i am 51. i am starting to think ok--------well maybe i do look ok. while i have this little weight on me that is driving nuts. i believe i am aging well. <3 but yes omg i am aging! :( yes i am insecure at times. always have been.
there is a guy at work and i pretty sure he must think i am attractive. mind you i am in a relationship but a lady just knows. i have not done anything except just be myself :)
here are the reasons why…
- at least 2-3 times a week when i walk into work he always always makes a point to say hello and go out of his way to say hello to me along with talk to me. which includes getting up from where he is to come over while i am walking in.
- he is always complimenting my hair over and over. he always lets me know i have beautiful curly hair and how it looks nice today. lol
- earlier this week ------------ he came over in the section where i work and to come say hello to have a quick chat. i do not mind the chat to be frank. it is refreshing and i keep my relations at work strictly business, i also make a point to be very general/generic with everyone. i have learned the hard way coworkers and employers are not to be trusted. -------- well this week when he came over - he made a point to extend his hand to say hello and so i shook his hand. no big deal for me he immediately made a compliment to let me know how soft my hands are.
he let me know he will be 30 today lol
he is not aware of the fact that i could literally have been his mother due to age difference lol where is the emoji laughing face right now?
like i said ---------i appreciate the compliments, that is what i see it as. solely compliments. i see the little white hairs in my hair along with some wrinkles on my face so yeah----------------i appreciate the compliments :)
go me!
xxx
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