What is one thing that not many people know about? in Life

There are a few things that I have done that only a few people know about. I was a stupid thirteen year old. I did some bad things and I went to Juvie. I had 4 domestic violence charges, 2 runaway charges and a charge for sexual things. I have only told a few people about these things. I wanted the attention nobody should ever want. I wanted someone to love me. Even if they loved me for my body. It didn’t matter what kind of love I found. So I was talking to older men and people my age. I wasn’t the smartest kid. I wanted to find the person who loved me. But I didn’t really find that person doing that stuff. I found myself in lots of trouble.