last year in the fall a client send me a little gift in the mail. why did they do this you ask? i just think they were being thoughtful. from a customer sense we had a good working connection but on a personal sense there were similar attributes in doing out best to protect our good energy and space. stuff like that.
in any case she sent me a drawing that she drew, a stress ball, and a book called
3001 Questions About Me. that is where the title comes from. this book sat at work for the longest time and while i thought about writing or i missed writing or while i had so many things to say. i just sat silently for years, every time i picked up to write i just could not. part of me writing now is still not as i want to be but it is me–if that makes sense so i opted to take the book she gave me a pick a question randomly. i love randomness. always. after i picked up the book i immediately called her to thank her for the gift. i felt perhaps it needed to sit all that time for me to build back my momentum. i am not there in the slightest but ------this is a start.
at this current moment its 1:00 pm and i am sitting outside in the shade under an umbrella.
i hear little sounds. sounds of the birds chirping singing little melodies and talking to one another. motorcycles in the distance, assuming they are driving down the parkway perhaps on their way to the beach. i hear a little chien barking in the distance. i hear the the wind blowing a cool breeze on and off. i love it, it is peaceful.
even with the sounds in the distance for this current moment i just feel at peace.
usually when i sit out here there is a little red bird that is in the area who often stops by.
they stopped by to say hello.
moments do not last long but i will take it! :)
i did not expect anyone to even read my update and i am shocked. thank you!
and just like that the little red bird came again
xxx

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