Had my quarterly oncology appointment and things seem to be going well. My CA125 number was lower than last quarter and was lower last quarter than the previous one. They do a physical exam every quarter and didn’t find anything concerning. So, they didn’t feel a scan is necessary. My husband disagrees but he isn’t qualified to write orders for a scan
Still hyper focused on every ache and pain. Trying not to let in consume me. Stamina is improving but not enough. They said a year and I think they are right.
Haven’t gone to the Y much, only a few times. I am thin, like high school thin and I am not comfortable with people making comments about my body. Especially this one dirty old man that goes there.
At book club the other night one of the ladies told me my shorts were too big. She said I was “wasting away” and that I had “no ass”. So, I went and bought new shorts one size smaller (Six!). Why are women so mean?
I used to be too fat, now I am too thin. Never just right.
I still love being retired. September 18th will be five years. I have relaxed my OCD housekeeping. If I don’t feel like doing something, there is always tomorrow.
I am pretty boring- not much else to tell. I do love my boring life.
Now, if my brother could just find a job, I could move a big puzzle piece off my worry board.
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