How I feel in Life

Honestly I feel like nobody is going to like a chubby, not so pretty, nerdy, and weird teen. I'm just looking for friends that are my age. I'm looking for a friend that won't judge me for who I am. I don't know how to communicate with people and I understand that but I've been trying really hard. I've tried to change who I was just so people would like. I just wanted someone to love me because it was what I needed at the time. I still need to be loved.