A notice arrived in the mail from a lawyer selling their services whom I cannot afford - for a case I was not yet informed about. There is a certain irony in bad news traveling faster than the government, but it is also certainly no surprise.
A debt company suing me for a debt I allegedly owe. The date is set less than a month from now. I have no job, no car, and and an unceasing sense of omnipresent panic. My roommates have been floating me on rent since I left my other job in 2023 and since I got fired from the last one that I only managed to keep for a month, due to a panic attack when it was me and one other person on staff (and they had to call someone to cover). I’m grateful for their help, but right now it simply feels as if they may be better off without me. Right now I’m also filing for disability at this point… I’m sure that’ll take about a year, too. I just want to hole up at this point. I don’t want any more to do with panic attacks or life.
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