AHHHHH! I just remembered that it's November and I have to do NoJoMo since I normally fail at updating regularly. Except for lately because I'm trying to do as many things as I can to avoid doing school stuff. Yes.
Took yet another exam this morning. It was a final, so that's one lass class to worry about. Woooooooooo.
I went with Aaron to take care of his grandpa with Amber in the hopes I'd be able to make myself study for my Musculoskeletal exam on Monday as I anticipated there would be fewer distractions than home and I might actually get something done. Got through one lecture and have since taken an extended break. I figured I might not get home in time to complete an entry before midnight because we might go out with Amber afterwards . She just got hired as a manager of some sort for Hertz after working as a manger at McDonald's that was far from where she's living so her entire paycheck was being eaten up by gas. Anyway, she got her first paycheck and my take ups out for sushi as a celebration. Yay for a MUCH better job! Also, yay potential sushi!
Despite it not being very wintery here yet, I think the winter depression is kicking it. It and school stress are making me kind of paranoid that everyone I know is lying to me about one thing or another. I know it isn't true and is completely irrational and it should just stop. I cannot wait to be done with school in a year and a half. I am so much happier with my mental health and myself in general when I'm not burdened by the insanity that is vet school. I become so much less moody and unhappy. Though I am kind of intrigued by what my rotation year will do to my psyche.
Today I was struck by how desperately I miss reading. Up until vet school I was such an avid reader and couldn't imaging my life without a book in hand. Now i just can't handle it. I try to memorize everything I'm reading and it becomes incredibly unpleasant. I've tried books of short stories with minimal success. I think I'm going to start making a giant list of things to read once I have free time. I'm definitely open to suggestions :)
Amber and I just spent like 15 minutes talking about Urban Decay eyeliner. Poor Aaron had to listen to us. Grandpa didn't seem to notice.
Study fail. It's OK, right? After all, it's Friday and I just took an exam. Right???
Going to go try to study bone mechanics. FUN!
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