I’m going to King’s Island (blast from the past) tonight with Amanda; she should be here in a couple hours. Some Halloween thing. Cori just left for work a few minutes ago.
This is not an entry in its own right, exactly, so much as a warning for my next entry. Basically I have been extremely frustrated about something the last 3-4 weeks and I may need to write a TMI entry in my “TMI” book, so I am just warning people that if I have a new entry in the next couple days in the “Darker Side” book (I really need to change that name…) it may not be something you want to read. Yes, it involves sex. Just putting that out there. I will most likely still announce it first thing in the entry.
So if you love reading that stuff, have at it LOL Otherwise, my next entry you may want to skip over. I wouldn’t write about something so intimate but I don’t even know who to talk to. I can’t talk to Amanda, I don’t want to talk to mom (not that I haven’t talked to her about sex before), I am still trying to see a counselor here and it’s taking forever, and I don’t know where else to go.
But in any case, I won’t get into it here. It’s not a gross TMI and I’m trying not to be a little kid about it but it’s at the point where I was so frustrated about it last night that, again, I hardly slept and nearly started crying. Cori knows, and we talked a little about it but the fact is that I just don’t know what’s best.
So anyway, Amanda is sleeping over but I will probably post an entry tomorrow while Cori is at work. If not then, it’ll definitely be up on Monday. Comments are appreciated on that forthcoming entry; never required, of course. And please don’t think I take pleasure in such an entry but… I’m just at a certain point where I am starting to feel like it’s not going to change unless he does something that may negatively impact himself in the long run. But that’s for the next entry.
Only slightly excited to go to PKI. Amanda paid for my ticket otherwise there’s no way in hell I would go. I haven’t been to an amusement park since I left Ohio in 2005. And actually it may have been the summer of 2003 when I last went. I was always meaning to go to King’s Dominion in Virginia (as I’ve heard, a nearly identical but lesser version of King’s Island, both owned by Paramount) but I never had people to go with. So I never did. But I guess they have some Halloween type stuff going on, which I enjoy.
Cori and I went back to the zoo on Thursday. We arrived when they opened and the animals were all out and hardly any people wandering around. It was also sunny and not too cold, so it’s actually better we went then and not last Thursday when I didn’t get any sleep all night. He thought he didn’t have class but I guess the prof “uncancelled” it that morning, so we meant to stay the whole day, 10-4 or 5, but we had to leave around 2:30. We were still able to see all the animals we didn’t see last time, and got to pet a snake named Twinkles LOL
Anyway. I hope to write that entry mostly for cathartic reasons but… Yeah. I doubt writing it will actually help but I want to, anyway.
~Rachel
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