I unfriended Jenny. It seems I cannot sustain a friendship with an ex. I had once thought it a weakness, a need for change. But lately it seems that I feel different. I feel as though this is not a flaw of mine but this is just the way it is. I know I am a good person at heart with good intentions. I am not evil. I just demand loyalty and see a certain kind of women for myself. Instead of demanding for her to change I decide to just let her go. Jenny is a great girl. Great, kind person. Not for me. I have feelings for her still obviously so I cannot stand to see her with someone else so its safer and cleaner to not associate with her any longer. A lot of pain in all of this so I feel it is best to cut out the infection. Too much for me. This is all sad but mostly peaceful. I jusy hope she doesn’t hate me. Even if she does that will be okay.
Hmmmmmmm
I am watching football with my family Sunday :)
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