Today I’m staying home.
I’m taking a mental health day, a day to catch up on school work, and a day to get better. I’ve had this swollen lymph node under my neck for the past week and it’s just not getting better. I have a feeling being at work is stressing me out so taking some time to sleep in with my Novio, watch some Jon Stewart and drink coffee will cure any stress I have.
So far I’m still in the application process of GA. Fingers crossed I’m not giving up yet!
Although I’d like to reflect on some of what has been going on lately, sadly, not a lot has happened.
I feel a bit lonely in California. I have some friends, some really solid and great ones. But some of the people I’d like to see more often aren’t available, don’t seem to be available, and don’t seem to be very interested in maintaining any sort of relationship with me. It’s a hard reality, but I’ll get over it. It is what it is.
In the meantime I’m taking it day by day. Eating all the good things. Relaxing on the whole “I need to diet” sorta thing. And just learning to love myself. It’s a life time process.
<3
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