Well this year has been just so crazy. I am trying my best to keep it together but its just tough. I am not in a horrible head space but If I dont keep myself in check then it will get to me.
-First I had a crazy fight with my BF that ended in us breaking up and getting back together. Yet our ralationship has only gotten better. I feel great and in a good place with my relationship.
-Next I have this new job I am taking classes so that I can take my licensing exams which is scheduled for Monday. I have yet to really study for it.
-My mom was in the hospital due to a blood clot. 2 hospitals, 3 surgeries and 18 days in the hospital. She is finally home!!! Shes only 50% better and We have 1 more surgery to go toward the end of this month. But we are hopeful that she will come out 100% out of everything but I has been a scary experience. I though I was losing the only parent who has been a constant for me. which made me feel like I was going to be all alone. As the oldest daughter and the one she claims to be more of a “bitch” when it comes to making tough decisions I was honored to be her health care proxy. This means if she is unable to make medical decision I will be the person who makes them on her behave. I was stressed out of my mind!!!! I felt like I had my moms life in my hands and that I needed to be as involved as possible so that I could make the best decision. She was transported 3hrs away so It was a bit of a weight when it came to emotionally, financially and just with time in general. But luckily shes back home now and I can take a break… well not really with work, exams, CE credits, etc.
Well with that being said… updates to come!!!!
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