Weird... in My Life As A Momma

We move in 5 days (not counting actual moving day) and I don’t know it just feels… weird.

I’m stoked to move, I’m stoked for us to be on our own.... but at the same time it’s making me nervous. This place is the only place Nykaila has ever lived. This has been her home her WHOLE life. For the last 20 months I’ve had someone around almost all the time when I needed something, or someone. I’ve never went the whole time being a Mom without help. Not that cody doesn’t help. I dont mean that at all… but when hes at work and im home with her ive has SOMEONE at some point to keep an eye on her or play with her or help with meals.

Is this normal? Am I being irrational? I just… dont know!

Anyway, as of last night I am finished with my third term in school! Its sooooo nerve racking waiting for final grades. =-0 I am NOT looking forward to my next term but just like all the others ill pull through it! The only thing I am looking forward to is no more ugly blue scrubs!!! I can now wear whatever FUN scrubs I want! Woot!

My schedule for school is mon-thursday evenings and all day saturday. Im barley going to see Nykaila for 9 weeks :( And my work hours are going to diminish! Ahhhh!
This stress is going to kill me.

So I think I am done thinking for now.

Have a few pictures!

Every Sunday morning her dady makes her scrambled eggs and Milk. (Ever since she was littler!)

Being a goose while I was trying to take a picture of her cute lil outfit!

Every morning she has to say “Good Morning” to all her toys before she’ll let us get her out of her crib!

Its freakin adorable!