Things have been really good for me. I have been just going to work and concentrating on everything that I have to do in a given day. I had something really strange happen though. Last Friday, I went over to my neighbours house to replace the sugar that I borrowed from them, and I was talking to Al. He was sick for twelve days at that point but he was out and about. I found out on Wednesday night that he passed away last Sunday. I couldn’t believe it. He just turned 60, but he refused to go to the doctor or get himself checked out. His Widowed Wife came over on Wednesday and told me the news.
I hugged her close to me and told her how sorry I was to hear this news. I know what she’s going through and the road ahead, because I have been travelling it for four years. I told her that at anytime that she just wanted to talk she could do that. I gave her my number to keep in touch with her. While we were talking, she said that I had the eyes of Jesus. I didn’t know what to say to that so, I just humbly thanked her for the compliment. Another time before she had come over and we were talking and I lit a match for her for her cigarette, and she told me on Wednesday too that she almost swooned when I lit her cigarette for her.
I don’t honestly know what that’s all about or frankly speaking what it means. I do know that I am going to check out the plays that are coming out in the theater and I am going to ask that other woman that I am interested in to accompany me, if she’d like to.
I don’t have any ideas of being tied down to anyone at the moment. I just have saving money, getting out next spring and starting the search for the house that I want, and getting settled into trade school and starting my career after I graduate. Of course I am also concentrated on starting my farm and getting my organic crops growing eventually. That’s all I’m interested in. If The Lord sends a woman into my life that He wants to bless me with, I will never turn it down. I’m not looking for it though is all that I am saying.
Cheers,
Cbj
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