attitude in Depression

For fucks sake, just because I’m in college now and I’m 18 doesn’t mean I suddenly want to stay out all the time or that I want to sleep over on weekdays, especially at the start of the week. It doesn’t mean that suddenly my anxiety is better and I don’t mind constantly getting public transport to see you. It doesn’t mean that everything that you didn’t like about me before is going to change just because I’m a bit older.

It’s not fair for these things to be expected of me