Your own pace Saturday, October 26, 2013
My computer keeps making the sound that my phone makes when I get a text. It is mysterious and frustrating.
I have found that I am starting to value my independence. I am starting to appreciate the value of a baby step. I don't do well being rushed.
Yesterday me and Daniel hung out at my house. Santos came over. Later so did Carlos. We smoked and watched movies all day basically. Nothing really productive. Oh well It was fun! Later on I was invited to go to Jackie's to drink but I was told miss Ashley was there so I was like NOPE. No drama for me. But later it turns out she drank so much she passed out in Jackie's living room. As awful as this sounds that's when I went over. I felt a little bad. She's a rookie to drinking and drinking can be intimidating. A small part of me wanted to go over there and protect her. Just sorta make sure that nothing bad happened to her passed out self. So I went over and got pretty drunk. Not too crazy. I know my limit by now. Right before I was leaving I said to the room in general that I wanted to make sure she was ok. I said as mad as she makes me I want to make sure she's ok. They said she would be fine with them. I trust Jackie.
When she came into work today she talked to me with a smile and said "I didn't see you last night but I heard you, you're loud when you're drunk." I just laughed and nodded. The rest of the day she was being all polite and everything. She was acting like we were friends. Did she hear me say I wanted to make sure she was ok before I left? I thought she was knocked the hell out. Keep in mind she hadn't been taling to me for weeks. Ignored me. Now all of a sudden she was being all nice. When I left she walked with me and was goofing around with me. She got really serious when she said goodbye to me. Her tone of voice changed and everything. She said about how she's going to drink at Jackie's AGAIN even though she almost had alcohol poisoning just last night. She asked if I was going and I said no. I think she wanted me to go. She can go all by herself she's a big girl. I don't need to go out every night. Those days of going out everyday are long gone for me. I'm more of a once a week guy now.
I'm happy she's no longer mad at me but I'm definitely keeping my distance. She's messed with my heart too much at this point. We can be friends. Even if she gets a boyfriend. I have no jealousy.
Daniel asked me about inviting himself and some girls over to my house to smoke and just chill. Of course I said yes! I'm pretty excited for it. It should be fun.
Anyway I work 10-6 tomorrow. My first 10 o'clock shift ever. Which means I must learn breakfast sandwiches. Oh well I can figure it out. Its only an hour then I know all the sandwiches. It will be nice to get done work so early.
I think I covered most of my last day or so. Been pretty eventful. I'm getting tired though. I promise there will be a Book of Questions tomorrow. Now to fall asleep to some stand-up on Pandora.
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