Spicy Chicken - BOQ #4 Thursday, June 06, 2013
I had a fitful night of very strange dreams. When my alarm clock went off I couldn't believe it. It felt like I had just fallen asleep. I felt like crap. Then when I got dressed for work I went downstairs and couldn't find my hat. So instead of being late I just went into work without it. I didn't really get in trouble. My hair is really short. When I came home I found it in Gracie and David's room. i guess they were playing with it.
So my day started out kinda sorta rough. But I like the people I work with for the most part so I didn't stay grumpy too long.
I have a smaller shift tomorrow. Then I have a day off AND its pay day. In the same day. AND hopefully I go for my Iphone that day. That would be a triple win for me.
OH and the NBA finals start tomorrow so these next few days should be pretty good fun. But I am suspicious. When things go well for me its usually followed by something crappy.
I am trying to stay positive. Learning too just be happy because being sad/angry is draining.
Yeah so lately I have been happier for no particular reason.
Is it weird that I listen to music in the shower?
Number 4 --- If you could spend one year in perfect happiness but afterward remember nothing of the experience would you do so? If not, why not?
Well, Initially I leaned toward yes. I thought, even though I wouldn't remember the actual year of happiness maybe I would subconsciously. Maybe the year of happiness would subliminally affect (effect?) me positively.
But honestly I think I would decline this offer. I would never want happiness with strings attached. I want happiness truly. To remember it all. I would rather create my own happiness than live artificially. I used to party a bit. So maybe I have learned something through my past drug use.
Drugs create fake happy. This question just sort of reminds me of it.
I want the real happiness and remember all of it.
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