A lot of this won't make sense/No organization Tuesday, May 07, 2013
This kind of a rant/ just as a bunch of thoughts with no organization at all. Some of this probably won't make any sense.
Its a nice day right now but its supposed to be rainy all week.
I got payed today. Wasn't as excited as usual. Nothing that I really want to buy. I want to maybe start wearing a hat. So maybe I will buy one. My shoes are looking rusty too. Like really bad.
I gotta setup direct deposit for my pay.
Damn. Don't get me wrong I love writing in this diary but its kinda depressing having nothing new to write about.
Last night the Warriors lost a heartbreaker to the Spurs. Double OT. I am really pulling for them to win. Steph Curry went off.
Lisa MIGHT have to live with us for awhile. Not excited about that idea.
I need to fix my sleeping habits. They're completely screwed. It may be amplifying my depression.
Had a weird dream about Dolphins and dog and cats having equal rights. Basically all semi-smart animals or really smart ones having rights. I think its because I have been watching Sci Show on youtube. I have these idea that learning about anything and everything random can flex my creative brain and train it I guess. So I can write better stories. I believe in unconventional ways. I think that this way I can more effectively think outside the box and create fantastically strange stories. My life has been a rollercoaster so far so I have plenty of random experiences on my plate. At least for your average 18 year-old. Strange life.
I think its working because I feel I have a very different thought process on things than most things. Of course a lack of sleep always helps.
Work. Push-ups. Music. Online. Eat. Work more. Just collectively mold myself.
I blame my mother, She made me believe I was meant for something bigger. I suppose there are worse things a mother could have instilled into me.
I am scared if I don't spend my money after getting paid I will spend them on drugs. So I tend to spend alot.
My mother never gave me chores so thats why I believe It was harder to work and do basic things there. Things that should have been easy.
Rachel wants to see Iron Man 3 with me. Sounds good to me.
Dillon recommended me to an Army recruiter a couple weeks ago I feel bad that I kinda didn't call back. He didn't have to recommend me at all. I am an asshole.
I have a weird feeling that some of my co-workers think I am gay. I guess being NICE people think you're fruity. Oh well don't really care what they think.
Work 4-9. Off tomorrow.
Writing this made me feel like shit but a good vent I guess.
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