Day 6 in 2nd 30 day blogging challenge
- Sept. 7, 2014, 6:56 p.m.
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The hardest thing I’ve ever had to go through? I can’t really say honestly. It’s been a number of things. I used to have the world’s worst cramps of all time and it was awful, really was honestly. They would cause me to vomit and this happened numerous times.
I had a horrible breakup when I was in high school to a guy I really loved. My first love broke my heart countless times over the years and he still does in a way. My husband was in the service for 3 years and at one time he was away from me for 8 months in total before he got discharged and sent home. I had been away from him before while he was in the service for months at a time but never that long. And he was like 5000 miles away at one point. He went to thailand, Bahrain, korea and dubai all in one year. It was very hard honestly. I think the hardest had to have been in 2012 when I was all by myself at my dad’s house with that cunt and my dad. We got into so many fights (me and my family) all because of them and their fucking bullshit. I was in such a major depression and I didn’t have blake there to help me through it. It was awful. Finally I just couldn’t take it anymore so I moved in with my mom in december of 2012 only to have a fight with her in may of 13 and thrown back to the fucking wolves.
Sigh THIS right here is why I want so fucking badly to stay in this apartment. Id give anything to just have blake and I by ourselves and not have negative assholes bothering us. I just can’t deal with it anymore.
Cricket ⋅ September 08, 2014
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