I want to be loveable for something other than sex.
I really thought it was gonna be Steve. I really, really did. He always seemed to love me so much despite whatever we went through.
Now all I am, or have been, to anyone is a good lay. Ugh that really sucks.
Since I was a little one.. That’s all I’ve been my whole, fucked up life.
I digress.. Passed my tests. I’m officially certified! I guess that’s exciting. I went to the nursing home that I applied for to give them a copy. Really hoping to hear back from them!
I was trying to keep my current job for two days a week.. We had all agreed I could. I’ll only work 7 days every two weeks at nursing home, with a rotating shift schedule (every other week will be same).. Now they are trying to back out and aren’t even being honest about it. I Desperately need this weekly paycheck for gas money to get to other job that’s kind of far away. Ugh. Even the girl everyone hates gets guaranteed 6 hours a week.
Whatever. I certified. Focus on positive, girl.
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