Merry Christmas. I woke up missing you. I’ve been okay for so long. Don’t come ruin my Christmas…
I’m frustrated, desperate… But I can’t find a way to talk to you. Ashamed of what I put you through,.. hurt by my own actions.
But so much love in between.
The fantasies,.. the dreams,.. babe, I’m out of words. We said that we were gonna see the world together. Take me to a warm beach in Cyprus, or the cold mountains on Iceland.
”Do you wanna go with me?”
Of course I would. My whole body froze and I was terrified. I broke your heart right there… with the truth. Then you lied and said you didn’t want to lose me. But after a while you left. Cut me out like I never happened.
Then come times like this when I’m longing for you. Desperate but I don’t know how to talk to you. A part of me hope you will find these letters, so you truly know what you mean to me.
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