In the merriest of all days, why are we alone? in In My Lonely Era

  • Dec. 21, 2023, 2:43 a.m.
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It’s been a while since I last wrote an entry.
Oh how I’d love to brag that I was having amazing adventures. That I was constantly surrounded by people I love and we all laugh together. That my life had become so fascinating that I didn’t have time to sit down to type in this virtual journal. Now that would be a dream…

But that would be so far from the truth.

Well, I did have fun adventures. I finally had the courage to take my first international trip. I took a tour to explore 4 Asian countries. It was fun and all. But I still came home to a sad and lonely hole.

I thought my life would have more meaning at 26.
I thought I would have people I love beside me.
I thought I would feel more fulfilled.

Not this endless pit of emptiness.

I’m back here to vent out the heaviness on my chest. Less than 5 days before Christmas but I’ve never felt more alone. Is this really what my life has come to?

If I shout out my emotions, would someone even dare to look up?


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