I consider myself straight, both because I am in a relationship with a woman and I can’t really see myself ever being in a real relationship with a man. But my first confession is that I am attracted to men.
It would be fair to call myself bisexual, but I don’t see the need to give myself a label that would most likely bring all kinds of peculiar judgments upon me when I have no real intention of ever being open to the world about my homosexual tendencies. The fact that I like men can remain my own little secret, and I don’t feel like I’m doing myself any harm with that attitude.
Although my outlet these days is mostly limited to regular masturbation to gay porn, this is more than just a random fantasy. I have had sex with men. In college I had a boyfriend, although most people didn’t realize he was my boyfriend. As an adult, I have had random hook ups in gay book stores. To be fair, I’ve actually had more male lovers than female.
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