Impatient in Love Letters

This will be the longest we have been apart since our anniversary date and I’m feeling all of it. Going so long without seeing you has had a noticable affect on my mood. There is something about being in your presence and being able to touch you that almost feels like a mental reset, a mental sigh of relief. I want to wrap you up in my arms with my head on your chest and take deep breaths. I want to make you laugh and kiss the corners of your smile. I want to rub on you while you lay on me. I want to watch your dancing eyebrow and hear your growls of frustration. Despite your toughness, I always want to make sure you are all right by verifying it physically in person. My thoughts are always with you and the more stress you experience the closer I want to be to you. The greater the need to touch you. I hope you understand how low that bar is for me to make that drive to come see you. It’s worth it for me to just check on you in person, even briefly. But soon we’ll move on to a new chapter were we’ll get to see each other more frequently, even if the circumstances are bittersweet. I love you and impatiently can’t wait to see you again.