#1 in Letters

It’s August but it feels like autumn already. I remember sitting by the fireplace thinking about you. Your words always made me smile. 492 days has gone by since i last heard from you. Maybe it was my fault. I shut you out, it was getting too close. I regret it, i tried again but you rejected me this time. I can’t blame you. I was never meant for you… and you were never meant for me. I’m trying to find a way to tell you how i feel. For now; I’m just writing letters. Letters that you might never read. But I do it for me, for my heart that bleeds. I’m sorry if I hurt you. But I want you to know that I hurt too.